My work is at
a place of transition: the focus is shifting from a place of imaginary,
disjointed narratives, to an exploration of form.
Previously, I have investigated the relationship between the doll
figures and “monster clouds.” These
clouds contained combinations of visual references to weather, animal
parts, and decoration. Recently, the dolls have been disappearing; so
seductive is the exploration
of the monster itself.
Now, my practice
is becoming more and more focused on the creation of these monsters.
I am using the idea of a “monster” as
a template on which to build representations of the other as creatures
that both
explode and
implode; living conglomerations that are on the verge of formlessness,
yet are somehow threatening. These
monsters contain figurative elements that are hidden and interwoven into
their surfaces
and structures. There are references to the skins and anatomies of fruit,
sea life, insects,
mammals, and the male & female bodies. The style moves between pure
representational drawing, features of animestyle cartooning, gestural
and chance marks,
and highly
decorative surfaces. The compositions and forms are heavily influences
by the Symbolists, particularly
Redon. There is a play between containment & dissolution, that which
is bound and that which is on the attack. These creatures are intended
to
be both terrifying and sympathetic, repulsive and elegant, active and
passive. Some are immobile,
while others are bursting with uncontrollable movement. Within the process,
I sometimes generate an imagined function, or story for the creature,
and these mini-narratives
find their ways into the titles of the work. Ultimately, I am curious
about the dissonance
located between physical beauty and psychological annihilation: the tension
between that
which is identifiable, therefore somehow knowable, and that which is
disparate, un-whole, asymmetrical,
and composed of contradictions.
For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror, which we are
still just able to endure, and we are so awed because it serenely
disdains to annihilate us. -Rilke
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